I am writing to express something to my readers that many of you will
undoubtedly welcome (and undoubtedly others will not. But no one has to agree
with me nor follow my example. This is a deeply personal conclusion I have
finally arrived at, and I alone must bear the consequences of my personal
convictions.)
I have struggled with the debate in my heart of whether or not it is appropriate
to confront these NWO murderers not ONLY with faith and courage and the Word of
God, but also with justifiable self-defense on my behalf and on that of those
innocents targeted around me. Here is the conclusion I have come to after much
struggling and prayer.
I have personally disposed of two 9 mm handguns and a Ruger mini-14 rifle with
40 bullet clips, many rounds of ammunition, a KEVLAR helmet, gas masks and
filters, chem-bio body suits, and more. I am presently completely unarmed and
defended only by the word of God and faith and His Blood, and nothing more.
Why??? When I am targeted more than many others by the forces of darkness for my
reports and my stand against Satanism and the NWO, and have been told I am high
on the scale to be taken out, WHY???
The answer is simple and Biblical. I have been disarmed BY LOVE. The LOVE OF GOD
for all men, for whom Jesus Christ died. Although I a deadly aim for accuracy in
the firearm target ranges, I learned something about my own heart and the love
of God that resides in me. These hands of mine have taken the hands of many a
lost soul in prayer for their salvation throughout the past 30 years I have been
a born-again Christian. I have taken the hands of Russian soldiers and prayed
for them and seen them commit their lives to Jesus Christ for salvation...I have
taken the hands of German soldiers and prayed for them...the hands of young
people attempting to come out of Satanism, and prayed with them, all for
salvation. And God has mightily touched adn changed their lives for His glory.
I slowly discovered after purchasing these weapons, that these hands that have
been used by God to minister His love to the lost, cannot be persuaded to then
become tools of death and dispatching lost souls into an eternity of damnation
by pulling that fateful trigger...even in an act of "justifiable self
defense."
The truth is, if I die, I go to heaven. If THEY die, they go to hell. God has
not called me to become judge, jury and executioner. I am called to LAY DOWN MY
LIFE to reach the lost for Whom My Savior, Jesus Christ, died. I discovered that
I am called to a much HIGHER battle, that for the hearts and minds of lost men.
And such battles are NOT won with carnal weapons of destruction: they are won
with the WORD OF GOD and Biblical principals that SAVE men's lives rather than
DESTROY them.
I abhor violence. Although I agree in principal with justifiable self defense,
these hands can never partake in the shedding of another's blood, even in such
an act.
There will be enough bloodshed on both sides as martial law and many things
prophesied comes down in this nation, and I refuse to add to it. I would be an
utter fool to believe that I could have the power to protect myself against the
combined forces of the military elements of UN/NATO/NWO under martial law with
such pitiful weapons such as I possessed, anyhow. It will take MUCH GREATER
weapons, of a SPIRITUAL nature, to provide any measure of genuine protection in
that hour.
If my persecutors come to arrest me and to terminate me, they will find no armed
resistance...only the love and forgiveness of God coupled with my prayer for
their eternal souls, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they
do."
I do not refuse to suffer and die for my faith in the times to come. But I DO
refuse to become entangled in the violence and bloodshed and destruction that is
soon to follow as martial law eventually descends in it's fullness upon this
nation, in part for judgement.
I will leave this world with my testimony of the love and forgiveness of my Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ to ALL lost siners intact, to His eternal glory and
praise alone. NO one has to agree with me, nor follow my example. It is simply
the deep conviction of my tender Christian heart at this time. May God grant me
the grace to live up to my convictions, and touch many hearts as a result to His
glory.
I have found myself DISARMED FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.
And as such, "...God is my defense, Who saves the upright in heart." I
choose to lay down my life for the Gospel in peace, for His sake.
Blessings in Christ Jesus, Pam Schuffert
(You are free to print this alongside my reports. Thanks, Pam)
